also. kissing is something i find so good in theory and in fantasy but in real life i wish kissing on lips was less of a thing.
and i guess. recently with being a bit more honest with myself about stuff, communicating better with myself (if that makes sense). i’ve been really seeing myself better and kind of realizing stuff about me that i hadn’t quite… understood before. and that’s making me much more happy with myself. on all levels
Anonymous said: you seem happier now than before. used to vent about shity job or no job or bf but now not so much. hope im not just imagining that. but what changed? ignore if too personal
I am a lot happier ! :) :)
a lot changed, but a lot stayed the same. its just that I don’t know. The right things changed. or a lot of those things did. I’ve gotten a job I mostly enjoy. I don’t find myself ripping my hair out stressing about waking up in the morning for a job i hate. i don’t have sleepless nights because of anxiety and what i guess i can only term as bouts of depression. i don’t day dream about calling out of work and wasting the day away losing money and doing nothing productive.
and in my personal life, I’ve tried to communicate better. and the bf and i are doing way better. there was a lot of shit and frustrations built up. i was one foot out the door but with basically no where to go. but when things hit a head we really sat down and worked some stuff out. we’re still working on stuff. Tho, i feel like I could be doing a lot better with the couple friends that I have. and I need to do that. I get bummed about that some.
i’m trying to find goals for myself. even if they’re realistically insignificant or unimportant. trying to make sure I stay active in some sort of way with something.
i feel a lot more positive about a lot of stuff. and i feel like i’m just doing a lot better, for whatever reason
Anonymous said: Hot or cold coffee?
Cold. or more.. Iced Coffee. I’m not a big coffee drinker but the only ones i like are iced coffees. :)
i do keep kind of forgetting that the Arrow universe, at this point, is a universe where no other “heroes” exist and so there are no other heroes running around going “Green Arrow who now?” and kicking Ollie out of their city because they’re territorial and because they can. and no other heroes who can knock Ollie out with a swift punch.
so Ollie’s running around like he’s hot ass shit when if there were other heroes about he’d be like “eh, i’ll just go hang out over here, you guys can go save the universe.”
so really it’s like Arrow is a lot like Batman but i mean, imagine Ollie in a universe where there is no Batman. He’d be Batman. or attempt to be. because there’s no Batman out there out Batman’ing Ollie